i want miso soup so bad rn
I feel more frustrated than anything. Frustrated at the people that hurt me, at the things that they did. Frustrated at myself for letting them do it to me. Frustrated at my life for not getting any better despite my best attempts. Frustrated at my best attempts for never being good enough, frustrated at just never being good enough. Frustrated at my future not seeming to be any better. Frustrated because I won’t know when, how, or if it’ll get any better. Frustrated at yesterday for being shitty, today for being just as bad, and tomorrow for not seeming any better.
i feel alone tonight.